Happiness and Sadness

Today is my nephew Jurgen's 10th birthday. He is like my own. When he was born my sister and her husband was not married yet so they stayed with us. I use to spend a lot of time with him. I was there when he lit my mothers feather duvy; blaming me, I was there when he unscrewed any screw he could find. I took him to the circus I took him to the swimming pool and everybody though he was mine. I was still in school that time. I did everything with him. I bought him some clothes and a Playstation 2 game for his birhtday. The cutest thing he said was... He was very lazy to walk you always had to carry him. He was the first grandchild so he was spoiled a lot in a good way. So this day his father caught a fish and wanted to show his brother that just lived around the block from him. So he carried the fish and Jurgen had to walk and half way he said Daddy let the fish walk then you carry me. We were hysterical when his father told us.

Today 8 years ago my granny past away. She was so dear to me. A second mother to me. I spent a lot of time with her. She stayed near my school and we stayed on farm about 30km outside our town so I use to sleep over a lot to be with my friends. She was not just my granny she was my best friend to. I smoked like almost a year with her before my parents found out a smoked. When they wanted to tell her she just laughted in their faces telling them its old news.

It so weird. She was born on the 22 July 1922 she died on the 22 October on Jurgens 2nd birthday. Danielle was born on her birthday. She was actually due on the 12th of July but for some odd reason she was just not ready to face the world so 2 weeks overdue she was born on my granny's birthday. I was hoping something would happen naturally but nature knew something was wrong so I went in for a Caesar. The abilical cord was twice around her neck.

Ja I do not get a lot of opportunities to get to the computer you all know the drill already so I have come up with a plan. We must have a fundraiser to raise some money so that I could buy my own computer so that I could post every night. Nothing much has happened in my very interesting life. Its just gym go home, fetch Danielle make food, clean, sleep. And at night I cant even relax at the computer catching up on all my blog buddies due to hubby. I think I must through some sleeping tablets in his cooldrink or something. Hope you all had a nice weekend.

Back with another BANG

Well hubby is like in glued to this computer. He watches all the new series and movies. I wish sometimes the computer will crash no, no not really that will mean that I wont beable to blog no I cant live without that. Ja its not that I want to be so quiet its just that I don't get a chance with the computer and if I do I just download everybody blog and read it off line just that I
still know what is happening in Blog o space. So I don't always leave a comment because I cant so I see my visitors count is getting lower and lower because of that.

Well went for my finger prick and my sugar count was 4.4 so it was ok. So my friend suggested that I get a multivitamin and see how it goes. They also said that I might have depression, depression I don't know for what. Well they say the smallest things, things that you think is minor can really bug your subconscious without you even knowing it. There is a few things that bothers me like the thing with hubbies mom and a other few things. So I bought me some vitamins and have been taking them for 2 days and will see how I feel before I go see a shrink.

Started gym cant tell you how nice it is to be back in action. I use to love gym before Danielle. Did max 3 hours a day. Haven't done anything exercise like after Danielle so its about 3 years if you take in the 9 months a had to carry her. I feel so good about myself well not as yet when I look in the mirro but it would be soon. I am really pushing myself to get my body like it was before her. Well I know my stomach wont be like it was but at least I am trying. Sorry but wont be publishing photos of me in action.

Wont bore you to much now. Must get this post publish before hubby gets home again. He went to friends for a drink I told him I don't feel like going, I had to say that too at least get another post in. So hope you all have a nice weekend now.

Back with a BANG

Hi all it does not look like you guys missed me because I dont get that much visitors anymore is my blog boring or what.

Whell I was a bit busy to play chauffeur for my aunt because she is not aloud to drive she had the same operation as angel. Had to fetch her grand kids from school and take them to her. Last week it was raining the whole week so hubby could not work so he was glued to the coputer 24/7 you see we get new movies every week on our external hard drive. Movies and series thats not even released on our circuits yet. We just received sesean 2 of Prison Break it Wentworth Miller not the sexiest guy alive I mean I dont like a guy with tattoo's but boy oh boy I will take him with tattoo's and all.

Got my tests back from the doctor after a two weeks and a fight. The doctor just never came back to me with my results. He was out everytime I phoned and left messages. He is not my usual doctor just went to him for the test but I will never do that again know what service I get from my doctor. My aunt just thought that it would be best to go to a new doctor that knew nothing about you. But that just back fired in my face. Everything is normal but my sugar levels are very low. normal should be 3.5 and mine is 3 the nurse said that I should come in to do a finger prick just to check it again.

Danielle is just not scared of anything. Last week saturday I was cleaning the swimming pool and in the filter thingie there was this big frog. So I called her to show her boy I should not have done that. We took him out and through him at the back of our garden now she just wants the froggie. Standing in the corner were we through him, hands on the knees calling padda(froggie) padda come. So I had to go look for a frog at all the toy stores do you think I could find one. After a long search I found one a plastic one. She was so on cloud nine with that frog.

On Saturday she came to me with a ruler in her hand and on the ruler was a cochroach. look mommy goggo. She killed the thing and placed it on the ruler to show me. Guess she gets that from me. Hubby is glued again to the computer he just went out quick so this post was actually for yesterday but I had to save it in draft did not have time to publish. Got to do it before he comes back will have to tell you later about all the other goodies